bLeah.

I haven't ever really found a place that i call home,
I never stick around quite long enough to make it.
I apologize that once again I'm not in love,
But it's not as if i mind that your heart ain't exactly breaking.

It's just a thought, only a thought.

But if my life is for rent, and I don't learn to buy.
Then I deserve nothing more than I get,
'Cause nothing I have is truly mine.

I always thought that I would love to live by the sea,
To travel the world alone and live more simply.
I have no idea what's happened to that dream,
'Cause there's really nothing left here to stop me.

It's just a thought, only a thought.

But if my life is for rent, and I don't learn to buy.
Then I deserve nothing more that I get,
'Cause nothing I have is truly mine.

While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down,
While I am so afraid to fail so i won't even try,
Then how can I say that I'm alive?

But if my life is for rent, and I don't learn to buy.
Then I deserve nothing more than I get,
'Cause nothing I had was truly mine.